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Experiences
 This is our place for sharing experiences within the group. If you have experiences you would like to share please send them to us.
Writing down experiences is a way of integrating them deeper within you. Furthermore the experiences can create inspirations and openings in the one reading it.
All is welcome - also the so called negative ones :o)
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Dear Cecil and Bruhn
I did the first photo meditation last night before I went to bed, and it was really intense - my face on the photo kept changing into different faces, maybe from different life times (I am familiar with that, it also happens when I "join" with another person instead of my photo). I saw everything from the Christ to the devil in my face, but there was more negative than positive projection. I also felt compassion and love for myself in the end.
During the night I had this really intense dream that felt like a mini lecture on reincarnation: I was in a church, in medieval times, engaged in a battle between two groups of people. It was like a fast motion picture in some way, with time passing very quickly. Somehow I knew that everyone who was killed in the fight would simply reincarnate, and also re-enter the fight. It came to me that I needed to stop being engaged in the killing, that there was no point in either ending someone's life prematurely or get killed myself, so I hid in the church, just watching the battle rather than engaging in it. Through different eras, different peoples came in, moors and knights etc. Then, while standing behind a curtain, a child spotted me, and I came out, but by this time the fighting was actually over. It was in so far an unusual dream that I knew I was dreaming while I was in the dream, and it felt very lucid.
Thank you so much for the meditation and all you support - I have been looking for this for so long.
Much love
Verena
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From Sarah E.
I feel my photo is a great opportunity for me to learn to accept who I am and what I look like. My program tells me that I should look a certain way and if I don't then I get frustrated or sad (I'm not sure if sad is really the right word) but it will convey something until I find the most appropriate word.
I just spent a short time looking at my photo and I felt respect for myself. Thats the first time that looking at a photo of me has done that and I felt moved by it. I looked and saw a woman who has been through a tough time recently but has come out the other side stronger with resilience. It truly fills me with great hope that I am now witnessing many small miracles and shifts within myself because of the blessing of Deeksha.
It has been a long bumpy journey for me to reach this point in my journey of self-realisation and ahead will be full of opportunities and miracles, I KNOW THAT already in my heart. It is my time to at last give myself the space to just allow myself to be ALL THAT I AM.
I did my first photo meditation last night with very interesting results. I found my face (that I thought looked heavy and serious on this photo) was actually looking back at me radiating an uplifting and happy vibration. For a couple of seconds the image changed to a masculine image and the hair altered and the image was shimmering or appeared to be moving about and with this I felt an intense fear come up momentarily. This passed away fairly quickly. I witnessed the face change alot and it left me feeling peaceful. I found my mind trying to analyse what was happening but I then realised I need to just be with it and not interfere with the process at all.
With infinite gratitude in my heart to all in creation who have made this possible, I honour myself for creating all these opportunities of growth.
Bless you both Bruhn and Cecil for sharing your light and love with us all
much love
Sarah :o)
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